I hope you know, that was not me and I never had a bad intention.
I never meant for this to happen, I never meant for this to happen
I was mistaken in thinking; the way I felt would drown in vices.
It hurts to admit but this is something I know I've gotta quit.
A void within myself that I grew something quite like quicksand the more I try to move, the more I sink.
I think I need a new point of view.
Fighting with myself through others, asking questions I know the answers too.
Oh please help me out, I swear I'll change.
I tell myself everyday, I'll never be the same. I'll never be the same way.
After all the time passed, and everything in between I've come to know.
That if were to live this life we must grow.
And if these lessons are true, know they couldn't have been born without you.
A life with no virtue, I'm trying so hard to see this through.
Now that I've stepped outside, I can see the light of life.
Today I stopped to smell the roses, but they weren't from your garden no.
I finally took the time to enjoy a piece of my mind, a place of paradise.